Tough Time

Called by my second boss, later been informed that big boss got mad at one of my action, which seeking an approval from a ministrial level, eventhough my aim has been turned down. I might face the toughest moment in my career. Thinking bout changing career, what can I do beside what I'm currently doing? Emmm go into PR or HR .. ahh never been trained in that area .. not even attended any short course regarding this two areas.

Sales, omiGod ... please I'm not a sales perso.Just really duno how to make sales.

Shall I take unpaid leave to calm and rethink. Emm wonder..

Lucky I got The Reluctant Politician to accompany me.

Interview with Rinko Kikuchi

6th Q: What did the role teach you about being deaf and mute?

RK: I learned that about half the who are deaf have a positive attitude. Some think of it as part of their identity. Even if you were not deaf and mute, if you went to a foreign country with a different language, you would feel isolated. If you are trapped verbally, I think everyone can feel this kind of isolation.
TIME; march 5 2007.

Myself : Something that I experienced for almost a month. That experienced left me with all the messy now.

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Had lunch at Ampang Point, then stop at Popular Books Store, so lucky I found 'The Reluctant Politician, Tun Dr Ismail and his Time'. Wanted this book for so long. http://www.selectbooks.com.sg/getTitle.cfm?SBNum=40578

Just wonder why Tawfik need a Singpore base writer to write his dad bibilography? Malaysian cant be trusted anymore? Singaporean better? Anyway teh writter was born in Penang. Whatever it is .. whoever wrote the book.. I still wanna read it. :-)

Dinner Time

Had a dinner yesterday with 3 of my close friends. I always ejoy having good time with friend(s) hmmm especially this place... well you guys know the reason.

Wish will never come true coz

God made us all different

The world is not ideal

Our environment shapes us differently

We are selfish

Self preservation is a natural instinct

It is easier to be emotional than rational

It is difficult to love another human just for the sake of humanity

Human beings are imperfect

We are what we are.

Kalimullah Hassan (New Sundays Times 31st December 2006)

Ketentuan atau Plilihan?

Adakah iainya satu ketentuan atau pilihan? Sekiranya itu adalah pilihan .. emm tertanya-tanya adakah diriku telah membuat pilihan yang tidak tepat?

People keep saying there is something behind that. Yeah ... there is a reason behind everything. Nothing happen for no reason. But ... Gosh .. I just do not know how strong I could be .. .. how strong do I need to be.

Should I take it as my mistake? If yes .. then??? what is next? Correct the mistake? How to do so?

Arggghhh .... this few days I just can not be alone. All the bad and weird thinking will come into my mind. It is quite scarry...

A short talk to the person whom I stay in her vomb for about 9 months calm me down. Feel like the spirit of her is inside me.

1320 hour

Attended a meeting to defend my proposal. Thank God ... the committee approve it. It might need some touch up but I'm glad my pet paper work has been approved. Somehow it helps to ease some of the bitter for teh past couple of weeks.

Thanks to Allah.

The Reason ...

The reason why I created this blog ...

Two good friends of mine being posting and sharing their "life" here. Feel bit left behind .. so now I have my own. :-) Will join you both..........